MoNeSsA

2010-06-03T00:12:00.004+08:00

You ar juz too good to be true. You ar soo sweet, caring & thoughtful towards me, & you make my day wif those words.
I nvr thought I wud feel like tis towards you, coz you spin me rgt round, wenever I tink about you.
Nvr leave me, I wan you to always be by myside. Coz your mine.
I need you evry second. Its like you ar always ter fer me, wen I need you der most.
I dun need to pretend wen Im wif you, I can be myself.
You make me smile, laugh & enjoy life.
Im holding ur heart very close to mine, tightly. Nvr let me go.
I love you, Mwahss!

Xoxo,Monessa.

I MISS HIM SO SO MUCH! & I HOPE HE DOES TOO!! ((=

2010-05-30T12:56:00.003+08:00

It's getting so freaking bored at home nowadays. like seriously..

But thank god darling was ter to spend time wif me by bringing to watch movies.

It was honestly so sweet of you to do so… (; and I had a lovely time with you.
Your such a sweetheart I must say. The only sad thing is; I didn’t take pictures with you!

yet AGAIN!!. I would have loved to, then I could post them here on my bloggie. (;

ter’s always a next time!! & hopefully tis tym round either one of us remembers>

A SONG TAT REMINDED ME OF YOU!

We were strangers starting out on our journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start

And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there whenthe storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you

And for now, I am super lazy to continue.. So before I get any worse, I shall go.. Bye

2010-05-29T12:58:00.006+08:00

Hello Earthlings, It's been super long since I last posted in my blog ): But now im BACK! wif more news of my memorable life journey.
YOU AR....

Dearest Sweetheart...
It's the state of bliss you tink u're dreaming ♥ It's the happiness inside that u're feeling ♥ It's soo beautiful it makes you wanna cry ♥ I love you always & alway will ! (=

2010-01-17T10:50:00.003+08:00

HANGOVER!!

AWESOME PARTY (=

FUCKING TIRED %!$*#

LOVE YOU ALL <3

FoRgiVe Me FeR i Hv SinNeD <3

2010-01-16T07:52:00.002+08:00

It So Hard To Get Through My Days And Life Without You
Showering Your Love On Me.
I Could Hardly Breathe. I Need You Badly.

FoRgiVe Me FeR i Hv SinNeD <3

2010-01-14T10:20:00.006+08:00

It feels like any other ordinary day, no excitement, no exceptations... NOTHING!

DAMN.
i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired.
Im so sry but im really effing tired )):

Its only thursday & im already soo exhausted with sch. ThankGod Friday's module isnt as complicated. Im looking foward fer dee weekends. ((= NEEDTOKETCHUPWIFSUMSLEEP.

WEEKEND SCHEDULE:

SATURDAY

JASVINNY aka. jassy's 19th b'dae <3

SLEEP (till 4pm)

BRUNCH (:

VIVEK'S 21st B'DAE PARTY (7pm @ simei)

SUNDAY

DADDY off to CHINAAAAA [ will be back on thursday ((: ]

CHURCH (9am)

GRANNY's place (WHOLE DAY)

AUNTY's B'DAE celebration @ little india

FoRgiVe Me FeR i Hv SinNeD <3

2010-01-11T10:38:00.010+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY B'DAE VIVEK. Aww, sumone(finally turned the big 2-1)now. Getting OLD oredy la dude, HAHAAA. May all your wishes come true! And some of mine. But mostly yours. But really, just mine.

XOXO Monessa!

Wen to singapore poly's open house with VINO & SHAMIMAH. Had fun slackin & lookin around. We tried dee games & looked like retarded kids. Haiz. One of which was to catch 5 fishes within 10 sec using ony our hands. ((: After several disgusting attempts finally got to bring back 5 fishes & 2 shrimps. Unfortunately ony 1 fish survived. Am i sucha horrible caretaker?! )):

Forgive Me FeR i Hv SinNeD <3>

2010-01-04T11:13:00.006+08:00

Dear GAWD,

I wonder why life gets worst a days go by, got screwed by my parents yet again. Sometimes i really feel like running away, far far away from here, where i can find happiness again. I cant go out anywer, cant work and earn extra $, must be right back frm sch (TIMETABLE WIF DADDY), parents wanted to even send me and bring me back frm sch. Im practically grounded for like i dunno how long?! I juz wan my freedom back. Pls oh pls. Listen to my prayer. Amen.

2009 has passed, & it was my WORST year ever. RESULTS was horrible, SCH attendances was BAD, SAMC havin a bad impression of me, PARENTS hating me so much, FRENS drifting apart frm & ive done ntg tat i could possibly be proud of )= I juz hope tis new year 2010, EVERYTHING CHANGES!

Anyway, answering the usual question for every New Year.
Resolutions...
Seriously lar, wen have resolutions ever been followed?!
Nothing specific... I just wanna level up... Skills, appearance, knowledge, stamina, physical endurance, mental endurance, confidences, watever-you-can-think-of...
An upgraded version of MYSELF. (=
All in all, just a better me! A better person!
As usual, work hard for improvement. There's no end to this...
Shall try my best again and again and again~

Happy New Year!!!

FoRgiVe Me FeR i Hv SinNeD <3

2009-12-31T17:52:00.010+08:00

IM BACK; BITCHHHES!

She won’t call you, you have to call her. She won’t come talk to you, you should go talk to her. She’s not going to let you act stupid and pretend she likes it. You should just be around her. When you’re with a group of friends, she isn’t going to run into your arms no matter how much she wants to. You need to come up behind her and wrap your arms around her, and let her friends get jealous. She loves you more than you can imagine, no matter how much she doesn’t show it. But you boy, you need to show her how much you love her. So she isn’t afraid to show it back.

ITS NEW YEAR'S EVE; & im grounded. Im juz so pissed. Really really wanted to watch dee countdown tonight. My frens ar probably gonna hv a blast & im gonna miss all der fun )=

Sumtimes i hate der way im being treated. Im 19 years old fer goodness sake, not some 9 year old kid. I need my freedom too! @%$#^!%*

FoRgiVe Me FeR i Hv SinNeD <3

2009-07-12T22:38:00.004+08:00

“I love u” means dat I accept u for dee person dat u are,
& dat I do not wish to change u into someone else.
It means dat I will love u & stand by u even through dee worst of times.
It means loving u even when u’re in a bad mood.

It means loving u when u’re down, not just when u’re fun to be with.
It also means dat I noe ur deepest secrets

& do not judge u for dem, asking in return u do not judge me for mine ?

2009-07-03T11:13:00.017+08:00

I personally think tat heels are dee most WANTED item a gal MUST have. Not mentioning those heels, i saw from GUCCI,LOUIS VUITTON & JIMMY CHOO; der designs are juz FABULOUS! SEXYLICIOUS! HOTNESS! fucking love it.

2009-07-02T22:21:00.015+08:00

I LURVE GUCCI BAGS; BUT TEY ARE JUZ SOO FUCKING EXPENSIVE, IM SOO JEALOUS. IF I WAS RICH I WUD DEFINITELY BUY DEE ENTIRE GUCCI OUTLETS & MAKE SURE I HV DEM ALL *EVIL*

LOVE DER DRESSES!!

2009-07-02T19:23:00.002+08:00

Def Jam's pop princess Rihanna first wore this Abaete dress with Christian Louboutin pumps to the Giant Magazine party after the MTV Movie Awards in May.

Haylie Duff, starlet of Broadaway's "Hairspray" paired her multi-color dress with metallic gold peep-toe sandals and a chic Chanel quilted clutch at the recent 8th Annual Maxim Hot 100 party in New York City.

Nicole Scherzinger rock the same dress with black and white Giambattista Valli heels while presenting at the 2007 MTV Video Music Awards.

I SOO LOVE THOSE GUCCI DRESSES <3 FABULOUSLY PREETY!

2009-07-01T16:51:00.000+08:00

It feels like INSOMNIA!!

2009-07-01T15:52:00.004+08:00

2009-06-21T15:14:00.005+08:00

13 JuNe <3

Sister's Birthday Celebration

2009-06-07T09:35:00.003+08:00

Somewhere over the rainbow,
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of,
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow,
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream,
Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star,
And wake up where the clouds are far,
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops,
Away above the chimney tops,
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow,
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly,
Beyond the rainbow.
Why, oh why can't I?

That quite a short song but i love it! such a sweet song!

2009-06-07T09:19:00.003+08:00

I need a place where I can go,
Where I can whisper what I know,
Where I can whisper who I like,
And where I go to see them.

I need a place where I can hide,
Where no one sees my life inside,
Where I can make my plans, and write them down,
So I can read them.

A place where I can bid my heart be still,
And it will mind me.
A place where I can go when I am lost,
And there I'll find me.

I need a place to spend the day,
Where no one says to go or stay,
Where I can take my pen and draw,
The girl I mean to be.

2009-06-06T21:55:00.003+08:00

Life is too short to wake up wif regrets. Love der ppl who treat you rgt & forget those who dun! Believe dat evrything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes ur life, let it. Nobody said life will be easy, tey juz said it'll be worth it. Dun care what others think of you & juz learn to love what you hv. Always rmb dat evry story has an ending but in life, evry ending is juz a new beginning. (:

I hv decided to finally let go & forget about whatever dat is going on. I truly realise dat ter's no point in clinging on. Ppl change, I mean evryone does. Move on, dat's how life is rgt. I've been through & I hv moved on & you just cannot imagine how happy I am now. Alright!! Rmb dat things fall apart to allow better things to fall in place.

I’m so looking forward to hving the time of my life. I've not been so anticipated for anything, but the hols is an exception. Finally, school hols makes me soo happy. I hv juz two weeks to get things rgt. Wish me luck! & yes yes, this blogpost is fucking long. HAHAHA!

2009-06-06T14:11:00.007+08:00

A Confession ...

In these entire life's journey; i can still not believe in the existance in love, What do you get when you fall in love? A guy with a pin to burst your heart?!. That's what you get for all your commitment towards love. & so I've made a promise to never fall in love again. Dun tell me wad it's all about!, cause ive been ter and im glad im out. Cause im certain all you ever get from love are ony lies, pain & sorrow.

HATE IS POINTLESS, DEN AGAIN, SO IS LOVE

"I Don't Give A Shit About The Past, Just Make Sure It Does Not Get To My Present, And Don't Make It Reach My Future"

God's Message To You

2009-06-05T08:56:00.002+08:00

A WHOLE NEW MEANING TOWARDS LIVING <3

2009-06-03T18:16:00.002+08:00

IVE LOST MY MP3 PLAYER, FUCK!.

Hope the looser tat found it face a miserable life. PISSED*

Dear Lord, please give me motivation to save enuf $$ fer a new IPOD. Amen.

2009-06-03T07:46:00.001+08:00

ECLIPSE SNEEK PEEK!

BREAKING DAWN SNEEK PEEK!

2009-06-02T21:13:00.004+08:00

NEW MOON SNEAK!! im soo gonna watch this movie <3

2009-06-01T19:02:00.004+08:00

Finally,
The holidays are officially here!! Yay.

Well, another day, less drama.
I love it.

p.s. dearest asvin, no word can really comfort you. But pls know, my deepest prayers and wishes are always wif you! Pls stay strong <3

2009-06-01T18:50:00.003+08:00

This video summarises a mother's exasperation all too succintly.

2009-06-01T18:46:00.003+08:00

If Only.

if only IF ONLYS could work. If only.

p.s. things dont always happen in the way we want to, i guess we'll just have to accept and follow.
gone with the wind.

2009-05-23T12:56:00.004+08:00

UT marathon starts MONDAY. i'm rather stressed from all my work, now i feel i have something to prove,therefore, i'm upping my game.so, watch out !

Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I've held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bend to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turn their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
One slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
[2X]

loving this song currently.

2009-05-17T19:48:00.003+08:00

MONESSA HAS A FETISH FOR MUSICAL BOXES. LOVE LOVE LOVE.

2009-05-17T19:35:00.003+08:00

Ishkedi Galiyan Tang Hain
(The Path Of Love Is Arduous)
Sharm O Sharmee Mein Band Hai
(It's Bound By Shyness)
Khud Se Khud Ki Kaisi Yeh Jung Hai
(Its A Strange War Within)
Pal Pal Yeh Dil Ghabraye
(This Heart Worries All The Time)
Pal Pal Yeh Dil Sharmaye
(It Feels Shy All The Time)
Kuchh Kehta Hai Aur Kuch Kar Jaaye
(It Says Something And Does Something Else)
Kaisi Yeh Paheli, Mua Dil Marjana
(Its A Difficult Puzzle, But This Silly Heart)
Ishq Mein Jaldi, Bada Jurmana
((does Not Understand That) Haste In Love Is A Big Crime)

2009-05-10T15:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAE MUMMY, I LURVE U LOTX <3

I NEED PEACE IN MY HEART

2009-05-09T16:36:00.004+08:00

How Much YOU Know About GIRLS' Feelings?

♥This is really sweet♥

When a Girl is quiet...
millions of things are running in her mind.

When a Girl is not arguing...
she is thinking deeply.

When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions...
she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a Girl answers 'I'm fine' after a few seconds...
she is not at all fine.

When a Girl stares at you...
she is wondering why you are lying.

When a Girl lays on your chest...
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a Girl wants to see you everyday...
she wants to be pampered.

When a Girl says '♥I love you♥'...
she means it.

When a Girl says 'I miss you'...
no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure you spend it with the RIGHT person...

Find a Guy...who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the Guy who...
kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, '♥That's her!!♥ '

✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖

✖be confident ✖
ㄨbe strongㄨ
✖be happy✖
ㄨbe cheerfulㄨ
✖be smart✖

Listening to: Someday We'll Know - Mandy Moore ft. Jonathan Foreman

"I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
Watched the stars crash in the sea
If I can ask God just one question
Why aren’t you here with me tonight?"

SWINE FLU

2009-05-09T15:54:00.003+08:00

2009-05-04T19:41:00.005+08:00

SOMETIMES YOU WONDER WHY LIFE SEEMS SO FUCKED UP!!!

but den again, think of those whose lifes are even more fucked up as urs. PEACE <3

*** LAB STUDY WAS FUN yet BORING. try figuring wad i mean.

2009-05-03T16:56:00.008+08:00

One of the easiest things to get fed up with is our life being soo much of a routine. I believe that everyone of us would love to have variety being the spice of life. Unfortunately we end up being even more frustrated with our daily lives, because, sooner or later, our lives get caught up in the same OLD routine.

Having only seven days a week, twenty four hours in a day, & there are so many things that i want to do in this time. However, its just so impossible to finish all the things i need to do. But, to make the most out of the twenty four hours given me, i've to try & do as many things as i can possibly do. Isnt that just soo insane!!

P.S. i miss my lappy, but ters no way im gonna pay $710++ for der fixing of harddisk & im freaking dissapointed cause all of my treasured stuff are gone. ALL!!! my fotos, documents, every single precious lil thing has been deleted. If ony i cud rewind my days back to wen i could hv saved it ALL.

LIFE'S SOO UNFAIR, fer ive to pay fer something wen im TOTALLY innocent!

BLOG SKIN MAKEOVER

2009-03-23T15:15:00.006+08:00

Hi lurves, im getting really bored with my blog skin. I think its time fer a blog makeover. Im currently busy making der changes to my blog rgt nw. Sry fer any inconvenience. Do visit again soon.

2009-02-15T23:10:00.009+08:00

ISNT SHE JUZ HAWT :)

TskTsk! As much i want to look like miranda kerr
i know i will never be like her
so i'm settling for staying myself only healthier
as in eat more fresh stuff, like der sucky vegetables and unappealing fruits!
drink more water!
exercise!
sleep earlier!

easier said than done
but i gotta force myself to do it
it's the only way
YEAHH :D

2009-02-15T19:28:00.004+08:00

A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beards sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said 'I don't think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat.'

'Is the man of the house home?', they asked.

'No', she replied. 'He's out.'

'Then we cannot come in', they replied.

In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened.

'Go tell them I am home and invite them in!'

The woman went out and invited the men in'

'We do not go into a House together,' they replied.

'Why is that?' she asked.

One of the old men explained: 'His name is Wealth,' he said pointing to one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, 'He is Success, and I am Love.' Then he added, 'Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home.'

The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was overjoyed. 'How nice!!', he said. 'Since that is the case, let us invite Wealth. Let him come and fill our home with wealth!'

His wife disagreed. 'My dear, why don't we invite Success?'

Their daughter-in-law was listening from the other corner of the house. She jumped in with her own suggestion: 'Would it not be better to invite Love? Our home will then be filled with love!'

'Let us heed our daughter-in-law's advice,' said the husband to his wife.

'Go out and invite Love to be our guest.'

The woman went out and asked the 3 old men, 'Which one of you is Love? Please come in and be our guest.'

Love got up and started walking toward the house. The other 2 also got up and followed him. Surprised, the lady asked Wealth and Success: 'I only invited Love, Why are you coming in?'

The old men replied together: 'If you had invited Wealth or Success, the other two of us would've stayed out, but since you invited Love, wherever He goes, we go with him. Wherever there is Love, there is also Wealth and Success!!!!!!'

P.S. WILL POST ON VALENTINE'S DAY SOON. DO KEEP A LOOK OUT :)

2009-02-13T14:53:00.007+08:00

i dunno why but i guess all those talking about "auras and pass year regretion" wif ZAHRA was definitely overwhelming. it kinda intriguided me to see how aura can actually define one's life.

So ter i was trying all der various quizes i cud possibly find online. LOL.
And der results are as follows:

(QUIZ 1)
What Is Your True Aura Colour?
Reds are physical and sexual. They love expressing themselves through their sensuality and their physical bodies. They live their lives in the here-and-now with zest, strength, courage and self-confidence.

(QUIZ 2)
THE AURA COLOUR PERSONALITY QUIZ
Your colour personality is YELLOW. Interior decorators will tell you to paint your walls yellow to make your room more cheerful. That said, it's as if those with yellow auras live their entire lives in a yellow room. Their happy-go-lucky, optimistic personalities and nearly boundless energy make them the life of the party. But these childlike qualities can mask their deeper emotions, including an inability to (and almost a fear of) staying put and committing to one thing, as well as a need to be liked.
If you are a creative spirit who loves her freedom so much that it's hard to stay in one place for long, you may have a yellow aura.

(QUIZ 3)

What is Your Aura Color?
BLUE. You are calm, loving and sensitive. You are intuitive and are good at listening to others. Everyone wants to be your friend because you comfortable to be around.

(QUIZ 4)

What is Your Aura Color?
Your aura is yellow! You are a care-free, fun-loving person, who hates anything that makes people cry instead of laugh! Congratulations! (Remember, only you can tell what your true aura is. This result is just someone else's opinion!)

(QUIZ 5)

What Color Is Your Aura?
Blue's are caring nurturing and parent-like. They have very deep feelings and can easily relate to other people. They are more cared about others then they are about themselves. They are very emotional and love to be around people. They need loving as much as they give it. They're not interested in money and will often volunteer to do things. They solve their inner problems easily and can be quite spiritual. They need alot of time to themselves and like quiet atmospheres.

(QUIZ 6)

What Aura Colour Are You?
Red. Having a red aura means that you are a lover. You love to love. You are very romantic and you always have to have a lover or be in a relationship. Red is a colour full of goals and ambitions. You are a leader, and you are very passionate.

IM FRUSTRATED, why arent all der results SAME!! tsk tsk. Tell me guys hw cud i possibly figure out my aura colour if my given results are 2 reds, 2 blues and 2 yellows!! damn shitty sia. So wad exactly is my real aura color?? im confused. Im seriously heading to der RED DOT.

I WANA CHECK OUT MY TRUE AURA COLOUR!! juz fer der fun out of it (:

2009-02-11T13:32:00.011+08:00

IM SO BORED AT WERK RGT NW!! Evrytings juz too perfect & serious down here.
Its too hard to really fit in... Bsides i juz did a quiz on fb. HERE R DER RESULTS.
DAMN TRUE. 'HINT'

QUIZ 1:
What KINDA chocolate R u?

You are BOX Of CHOCOLATES

You are emotionally impulsive and just love being in love. In fact you can get quite depressed if they feel unwanted. You're also known as"'Lazy' because you don't like to make decisions. You're just happy to go with the flow. You're fantastically beautiful. People will do anything for you. You're affectionate and sympathetic and intensely interested in people. You love entertaining and lots of good food, which means you're forever dieting. You're also the world's biggest spender.

QUIZ 2:
What KINDA guys do u attract?

Mr.Popular

Mr.Popular is secretly crushing on you huge. He tries to hide it alot saying he doesnt like you, but when his friends arnt around he is really nice to you. But when his friends come along there he is making fun of you again! But dont think he doesnt like you hes just trieing to be cool. lol boys are funny.. but its true.. Mr.Poplular is going to be all over you soon!!

Nw with all tt results, i bet u can conclude someting rgt. Monessa is too free doing everyting else instead of her own job.

WELL HELL YEA, ive completed all my werk n im really free rgt nw.
GIVE ME SOMETING TO DO WILL U!! I DUN WAN TO GET PAID FER DOING NTG!

2009-02-10T14:57:00.001+08:00

justin timberlake snl beyonce single ladies video

OMG! was browsing through der web and caught sight of this video,. freaking funny, u'll love it. do watch it :)

2009-02-08T22:46:00.005+08:00

ok, i woke up early today to say my final GDBYES to mum&dad who were leaving to seremban to attend a wedding. NW IM DEAD TIRED & SLEEPY. After a hard day's work of cleaning every inch of my house(including grooming my dog), tell me about it, all tt mopping, clearing, sweeping, washing, spraying, drying, folding, tidying. MY GOSH, even i cant believe tt i did tt mucha werk 2dae. Well, all juz to prove to my parents tt even wen tey r away, we can handle ourselves preety much well. It has ony been a day without dem around and im oredyy missing dem badly.

Juz came back after jogging wif bro. i guess im happy tt we are begginning to talk things out well. How cud i 4get those old times wer we hardly even talked at all. Haha. Tinking bout how we used to be once; quaralling, arguing, fighting over every single little fault we cud grab onto. lol. juz so unbelievable. OUR YOUNGER DAYS WERE JUZ HORRIBLE YET MEMORABLE.

& ive to head down to werk tmr. DAMN! ive realised how fast my weekends actually pass so quickly. I WAN A LONGER BREAK. if ony it cud drag on a little longer, it'd be totally better!

I guess tt's all fer today. I'll get some rest. BYEBYE.

2009-02-06T21:39:00.005+08:00

Much time has pasted since I sat down to put thought to words. i guess i was tired wif hving to werk as well.

AFTER WERK WEN TO MEET UP A SWEETHEART.

i guess we did had a lot to catch up with frm each of our lives. i missed her ALOT.

YAYYY. FINALLY IT'S DER LAST DAY OF DER WEEK. im starting to really treasure my weekends after hving sucha tiring job.

2009-02-01T08:48:00.012+08:00

FOTOS received; frm my ENTERPRISE FACI :)

ON DER LAST DAY OF SCH!

2009-01-31T12:08:00.012+08:00

After a really long long time, ive finally decide to just check out der leo website frm bro's lappy. I DUN HV MY LAPTOP FER A WEEK OREDYYY, & i freaking miss IT BADLY.

Im really happy to see my grades fer der LAST WEEK of sch, i guess tts wen every single one of us in class werk really hard to achieve our last 'A's. Haha.

Tis was my Faci's comment:
Monessa, you have been a sweet and hardworking student who is hardly late for class. You have fitted in very well in this class. You were gracious with some of the jokes that they cracked. I am glad to see such genuine bonding among your class. You have done well with a good learning attitude. Keep it up. Lastly, I wish you the best and see you around.

AWW. ISNT TT JUZ SO SWEET! :)
tts why i love enterprise, cause she's der only facilitator tt seems to appreciate der efforts i put into my werk!

Wen to SIVAN temple in der evening fer grandpa's prayers.

2009-01-30T21:42:00.007+08:00

THURSDAY
i finally passed my BASIC THEORY TEST. YAYY!! & nw ive to book fer my FINAL THEORY.
Headed to Suntec City (STARBUCKS) after tt wif NACHOS, ASH, KARTHIK, FIRA, ANTHONY & ANNA. Awesome time spent :)

FRIDAY
Werk was damn tiring, luckily it was der last day of der week. So looking forward fer der weekends.
Had lotsa food at werk 2dae, cause we had a farewell fer a colleague.
Moreover tings we had was juz too fattening,
‘Lou Hei’, Ice Cream, Cakes, Choc Brownies, Hotdog buns, Chicken&Mushroom Puffs, Kway kways etc etc etc.

I HV TO BURN OUT THOSE FATS!!

2009-01-28T06:38:00.004+08:00

HEAD VS. HEART

Some people are born romantics, always letting their hearts lead them. Others are more logical, maybe even cynical, trusting their heads and disregarding their hearts. But most of us have a bit of a war going on inside - a neverending battle between what we feel and what we think.

2009-01-27T12:11:00.003+08:00

I just found out who Stephenie Meyer wanted to cast as Edward.

Henry Cavill

Someone please enlighten me, how, in length and breadth of this gorgeous face, DOES THIS NOT MATCH UP TO ROBERT PATTINSON, AKA DUDE WITH EXPLODED HAIR AND CONSTANT CONSTIPATED FACE? Seriously! I don't care if Rob has more chemistry with Kristen. Change the damn girl to suit Henry, dammit.
Lfejkafhkajgheajkg life is so unfair :(

AND ITS BACK 2 WERK TMR!!

2009-01-27T12:08:00.007+08:00

Sometimes, even to live is an act of courage.
"Don't look back and grieve over the past, it's gone.Don't be troubled by the future, it has yet to happen.Live in the present and make it beautiful,so it's worth remembering."

BRIDEWARSSS!!!
LOL OMGG I THINK ITS THE BEST FLICK TO WATCH

the point is that girlfriends stick together like honey and glue
so i'm lucky to have some awesome galfrens around, well we'll probably be planning weddings for each other and be maid of honors just lyk the movie....
minus the hair pulling cat fights LOL:D

2009-01-27T11:57:00.014+08:00

"Love doesn't last when you're young, so why bother acting like it does?"
it was scary to think of happily ever after,
it was scary to think about trusting someone enough to give him your heart now,
hoping it wouldn't break later.
geddit now?
y izzit tt der first tings tt comes out frm a GUY's mouth is "R U SINGLE?!!!"
arghhh. i hope this answer to the questions you guys are dying to ask me.

2009-01-25T19:07:00.015+08:00

I just wanna take this short time that I have to wish all of you a very
HAPPY NEW YEAR.I wish all of you a prosperous New Year! God bless! Love ya all, ENJOY!

Today it's my PARENT'S 22nd ANNIVERSARY!! YAY! My parents like to bring us out together on their anniversary so this time we went out fer LUNCH!

Love and Marriage: a poem to my parents on their 22nd anniversary

Love and marriage
has been a long and difficult road.
Faith has been your carriage,
God has lightened your load.

Together you have progressed
to your 22nd year,
with the words of God
whispering in your ear.

Your one life together
has you both united,
but the joys to come
have just been sighted.

I love you both
for being young at heart
and making an oath
never to depart.

You belong
side by side,
your passion strong
with nothing to hide.

God bless you two,
Mom and Dad.
Happy Anniversary!
(TWENTYTWO’s not bad.)

We were shopping around and mum was upset she cudn get tis, and so i decided to get it fer her instead as an anniversary gift fer my parents. ii hope tey loved it.
GIVEN WIF LOTS N LOTS OF LOVEEEE :) ily.

Indianyy ARTWERK tt caught our eyes, while walking around.

2009-01-24T06:49:00.005+08:00

SATURDAY, SARS followed by SA YR END BASH. Had a great time.
(i had ony had 2 fotos wif me, still waiting fer ZAHRA to send me der rest of dem)

-Sumi, ME & Zahra-

-Nikita & ME-

MORE FOTOS WILL BE UPLOADED SOON, AFTER I GET BACK MY LAPPY FRM REPAIR!

2009-01-23T22:46:00.020+08:00

Finally, Last day of school & Holidays are here!! ~

(FOTOS WILL BE POSTED SOON AFTER I GET MY LAPPY BACK FRM REPAIR)

and this ends semester 2! i gotta admit it isn't as bad as i thought it would, i mean i expect lyk a class filled with some strange beings(nerds) and i'll be a total misfit but it is the exact opposite... i made friends with the craziest bunch of people who taught me to loosen up when im stressed. All those camwhoring, skipping science lessons together, walking around school for no reasons at all, going down fer lunch 2geter, singing, laughing & gossiping. these memories i had frm my class will definitely be a memorable one. im sooooo gonna miss u guys loads and loads and loads. it's funny how i thought that when i change class i won't able to adapt, but i was wrong...DUHH!
i'm gonna miss HONEY, for being der greatest fren any1 cud hv, she was always ter fer me at ALL times cheering me up wenever im down. Hard to say tis but i'll miss IVAN, der dude who cant live aday without disturbing me wif his racist jokes.. Oh n shak as well, fer helping ivan do his job wenever he's not around.. Hahahaaa. even though i FUCKING hate it wen u guys start talking about INDIANS tis and INDIANS tt, giving me all kindsa nonsense, i guess tts how you guys show how much u love dem. lol. i love getting all hyped up with u guys and runnin around screamin and all :) I LOVEE W26F♥♥♥

[ Friendship is like standing on wet cement. The longer you stay, the harder it's to leave, and you can never go without leaving your footprints behind ]

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL WAS DAMN SAD. we did a quick presentation, all done by der second meeting itself, followed by camwhoring, gambling, playing games & eating ice-cream(faci's treat).

ANOTHER SPOILER ENDED MY DAE WORST! if you know wad i mean... haha.
( ony few of us were felt tt horror! - esp. KARTHIK)

Alrgt, Sayonara people! Happy Holidays! =)

2009-01-23T07:52:00.002+08:00

FUCKING IRRITATED 2 SEE DER MEAN MEANN SINGAPOREANS!

Why are some, no.. most of them soo ignorant. Tis is not my first time seeing tis shit, but cant you juz give ur seat to those who need it more den you do, instead of pretending you didnt see anyting at all. DAMN YOU, put urself in their shoes can!!!.
Like wtf la, if only those ppl can be PUNISHED, seriously like PAY FINE $*** or something like tt, mayb some1 should bring up tt LAW soon. Then mayb tey wud learn their lesson!

2009-01-21T23:02:00.004+08:00

Not implementing any resolution for tis year makes me realize just how much I have a tendency to drift aimlessly through my days.

Decrease my laughter ( its either im laughing out loud or unneccessarily, i know its damn annoying and so im gonna change fer der better)

Don't stereotype too much

GET my 'A's -First Get 'B's - Den move to acheiving 'A's - 3.8GPA

Get into IPBMS - Den into MONASH UNI

Donate more (requested)

Make ASH a scrapebook b4 she leaves to MONASH

TRAVEL OVERSEAS (hopefully thru der SA's overseas trip to Jakarta)

Hv at least 7 hrs of sleep (LAME SHIT- pls ignore)

Avoid unwanted problems

Delete those 100 contacts frm my list wen i've no idea hu tey even are

Do some good deeds.. Like helping out at der old folks.

Try out something fun which i hv not done in my life

LOVE my family more

Do something i hate doing. (i know im crazy)

Get my driving lisense soon

Save Lotsa $$

MAKE LOTSA FRENS.

So that's my list! It's helpful to share it with others so I'm not tempted to backtrack on what I've committed to. :)

I guess tts all i can tink fer nw, and if ters anyting else to add onto my list, will do so later. ADIOS

2009-01-21T22:51:00.004+08:00

I kNOw Tt ItS DaMn LAte To Be DoiNG My NeW Yr'S ReSOlutiOnS nW, BuT i GuesS I GotU ComE uP Wif SomE AiMs iN LifE 2 GuiDE Me AlONg TiS 2009. WiLL pOst dEm Up TMR YO!,
Do VisIt My BloG AgaIn LurVEs.

2009-01-20T23:16:00.005+08:00

Sometimes i feel that my classmates are really CHILDISH! Pls grow up can!!!!
ITX JUZ DAMN ANNOYING N IRRITATING,

but den again, im gonna miss you guys badly :(

N TERS 3 DAYS LEFT FER SCH TO END...

2009-01-19T16:11:00.006+08:00

FIRST MY LAPPY SCREEN N NW MY LAPPY CHARGER, WAD NX?!! ArGhhh.
To ppl hving a hard time deciding in wad kinda laptops model to get,
MY SPECIAL ADVISE, NVR GET A VAIO. NVR EVAAAAA!
IT's JuZ ToO HoRRiBlE. TruSt Me!

Love is a strange thing.
You never know when it's there, and when it's not.
When it's not there you always think it is.And when it is there, you're always never sure.

Every couple has a remote control.
there are three buttons on it.the "play", "pause" and "stop" buttons.
Couples will be so sweet when the player is still playing.
but quarrels made them pause.for some reasons, "stop" button is pressed.

I've always seen soo many couples start der playing button and den not soon enf end up rgt at the stop button. So, ive decided to JUZ REMAIN SINGLE. Fear still is growing inside me! tt fear of loosing a loved one.
I treasure every relationship, say it frens , family or love, every relationship is equally IMPORTANT & TREASURABLE to me!

2009-01-18T22:46:00.005+08:00

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, nor touched but are felt in the heart.

absolutely true! haha.

goodnights~

2009-01-17T22:33:00.009+08:00

16th January (Friday)
Had a great time watching CHANDNI CHOWK TO CHINA wif Nachos, Ash, Karthik after school. Fer once after a long time, im leaving school early =)

DEEPIKA is definitely SEXAYYYYYY! =)

2009-01-15T22:07:00.001+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Death
Looked down on
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

I hv to say tt tis quiz result is soo DAMN true!! go and try it too lurves :)
http://www.gotoquiz.com/what_is_your_true_fear

2009-01-14T19:42:00.004+08:00

Today u can possibly say tt i was on a MOVIE MARATHON..
Hahhaaa.
First Good Will Hunting, den Forest Gump, Den later Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi again wen i met up wif ash... hahaha. but fer der last movie cudn actually watch it well, i had no idea y i juz cudn play der movie in my lappy wen it was playing really well wif asvin's lappy.. im juz so unlucky la. BLOG later..

(WILL BE UPDATED SOON lovess) come visit me soon..

2009-01-12T23:44:00.004+08:00

So we had a surprise b'dae party fer NIRMAL VIVEK MENON. Hopefully (YOU) love not juz der surprise but der gifts as well. I would say tt tis b'dae planning had definitely been a really memorable one.. Getting to know more about VARM was sure FUN FUN FUN.

Here are der pictures taken at VIVO wif Resh and Aarti, now tt der day we were luking fer is finally over, i guess ters no harm in putting up der pictures like FINALLY... ENJOY lovesss =)

Aarti and myself were upset wif all der frens hu ditched us last minute la. Imagine getting sms's saying sry sry sry ,... bla bla blaa. MY GOD. so mucha headache in getting a b'dae to go smoothly. But i guess it did turned out as planned ony juz tt 2of his frens managed to turn up frm tt many contacts we got frm his hp, MANYMANY thnx 2 sandya&boonlim. Haha. N thnx to Vineeth fer coming all soo LATE, adding in more surprise to Vivek..

N definitely MUCH more grateful to Aarti Reshmi Minyi to make tis b'dae party a FUNFILLED one fer Vivek as well. LOVE YOU GALS LOTx.

2009-01-11T00:51:00.001+08:00

B'DAE WISHES to VIVEK MENON..

will update soon..

2009-01-10T16:24:00.001+08:00

I am now moving on. Life is good & fun. Build bridges while you can. Spend time with the ones you truly love. Fulfill your childhood dreams. Cry. Laugh. Feel. Live life like there’s no tomorrow. Do the things that scare you the most. Give it your all. Dance like there’s no one watching. Spread and cultivate friendship. Love without expecting in return. Make a new beginning. They say that optimism is contagious, and here I am, to the fact that happiness is better shared than kept.

Life, despite all the disappointments, is still beautiful indeed.

2009-01-09T06:39:00.003+08:00

Juz wen i was tinking hw sucky my RJ cud possibly get, with those same old boring qns being ask all der time, like hw hv u contributed to ur teams? Hw could u improve further n bla bla..

Den came our new cognitive faci. Im glad 2 say tt even though he class is like SOOOO much better, but den his RJ qns are really WIERD!.

How would you conduct an experiment to find out whether if a boy/girl likes you?

http://www.wikihow.com/Find-Out-if-a-Boy-Likes-You
http://wiki.answers.com/Q/How_do_you_find_out_if_a_girl_really_likes_you

2009-01-06T22:41:00.004+08:00

WILLIAM From The Academy Is..

Well he's definitely cute, but i juz hope he isnt GAY. Haha.

NW WAD, 3 weeks to GRAB as much grades as possible. DAMN, tick tock tick tock, I know it's frustrating to do things last minute. Yet being caught up wif too mucha tings on my mind im still TRYINGG my best to do well down here.

“I Will Keep On Trying My Best However Down And Suicidal I Might Be”.

2009-01-04T12:30:00.006+08:00

Its BACK TO SCH tmr, and im alredyy counting down my days to the next holiday. SAY IT, im CRAZYYY!. I tink our sch timetable is so screwed la, starting der yr wif 3 weeks of sch and den hving holidays again.. WTH??

2009-01-04T12:28:00.007+08:00

Monessa took What Gossip Girl Female Character are You? quiz and the result is Serena van der Woodsen.
Boredom killed me to do quizxx from facebook

Serena van der Woodsen

You're the absolute leader and the spotlight hogger. But you hogged someone spotlight accidentally when you didn't even did anything. And more badly--you're best friend's spotlight. But you're the sweetest and the perfect "it" girl of your group.

Monessa took what is ur real love name quiz and the result is zeinab.
Zeinab

Ur real love is zeinab take care on her she is verry good and have a good heart and she never leave u if u stay with her. dont u lie on her coz she hate lies. if u find her ur so lucky but dont u ever lie or cheat her.

YEAPP SO DARM TRUE, i totally hate LIARS. der kinda ppl to be topped in my haters list!

Monessa took What kind of bf/gf will you end up with ? quiz and the result is Youre going to end up with a really cute person :).
Youre going to end up with a really cute person :)

You have/had awesome experience with your loved one , and you don't really care about the look , well you probably do want sumone cute ;)

2009-01-03T23:16:00.007+08:00

Wen to catch a movie wif dear ASVIN, sis & bro tagged along...
I had an AWESOME movie & an AWESOME day wif an AWESOME fren. Sry ash, fer making you sit btw 2 emotional ppl. Haha. Gd ting you brought tissues along. After movie's was dinner & later shopping along bugis street. Happy to conclude another day to definitely rmb!
Poor KARTHIK missed his chance. Haha.

Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi

ABOUT DER MOVIE
Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi is the story of an 'odd' couple played by 'Shahrukh Khan' and 'Anushka Sharma' who find true love in the backdrop of a dance competition called "Dancing Jodi".

Surinder Sahni (Shahrukh Khan) , a man working for Punjab Power, who falls in love with Taani (Anushka Sharma) the flamboyant, fun-loving, vivacious girl for whom the whole world is her canvas and she paints her own life with the colours of rainbow all until unforeseen circumstances changes it all and brings them together.

They get married and lead a not-so happy life due to huge age difference between Surinder and Taani. Taani, meanwhile, wants to participate in a reality dance show called "Dancing Jodi," which is the main backdrop of the movie. The dance contest showcases couples of all races, colours, backgrounds and sexual preferences. Taani wants to take part for the show, but she is not able to due to her husband's lack of fashion statement.

Later on when Surinder finds out about his wife's wish to participate in the reality dance show, he undergoes a major change. Taani keeps falling in love with her changed husband.

2009-01-02T22:52:00.007+08:00

I felt soo miserable in der morning, 1st ting i woke up sumting told me tt i shud check my webmail, and was happy at first to receive a reply mail regarding my proposal. Den after which was dissappointed to hear wad he replied, so now im PISSED, der dates fer RP's Got Talent has to be postponed to APRIL. DAMNNN! Tts still a long way ahead, apart of feeling sad to see ur hardwerk being trashed.. I still thought tt mayb its fer a gd cause, at least i hv more time to werk on tis RP's Got Talent nw. =)

Den Later wen out to VIVO wif LETCHMI,DEVI,ZARI,NISHA,MUMTAZ N SONEA.
Even though i was excited and happy to see dem again after a really really long time, i was kinda bored at times cause we didnt actually do much except fer window shopping and cracking jokes...

ANOTHER SHOCKING NEWS frm karthik - OUR OVERSEAS BUDGET IS GOING horrendously HUGEE. Frm $30 000 to hu knows it cld easily go UP to 50,000!!, isnt tt NUTS!

2009-01-01T23:42:00.002+08:00

NEW YEAR'S EVE.,

Woke up wif lotsa excitement.

After which receive a call frm my aunty,
Aunty-Me = "OII nvr go werk 2dae?!"
Me-Aunty = "HUHHHH? Go werk fer wad??"
Aunty-Me = "Oh u took leave ah?"
Me-Aunty = "Sry but hu'm do u wanna speak to?"
Aunty-Me = "Err, hu is tis?"
Me-Aunty = "MONESSA!"
Aunty-Me = "Oh, wers AMMA (MUM)?"
Me-Aunty = "Wen to WERK"
Aunty-Me = "Ok, ask her to call me once she reach hm"
Me-Aunty = "OK!!"

I dun understand y, but tis aint der 1st time tis is happenning. Huever calls fer my mum ends up tinking im her and talks to me!! And im like ????!

I MEAN... Do i really sound like her?! Definitely NOT.

Den my dae wen on SUPER BORING. wif ntg to do at all.

Went out shopping wif mum & sis, followed by supper and came back hm to watch der countdown. I seriously wanted to go and watch der firewerks but mummy said tt its gonna be DAMN CROWDED. So i had not much of a choice. SO CHANGE OF PLANS.

10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1!

NEW YEAR

START off der year wif some prayers, followed by celebrating wif chocolates, log cake & champaigne. AWESOME i say.

Slept at around 3 & woke up at 8, den wen to church fer 9.30 mass at ST. MICHAELS.
DAMN SLEEPY, but had no choice. Pictures taken at der church!
Bruder N Me.

ME,MYSELF&I!

Sis N Me.

Spend my entire day at grandma's place wif couzyy's. Some family gethering aka. bonding session. Hahahaa. LURVEEEE tis ppl lotx.

PICTUREX TAKEN AFTER TWILIGHT

2009-01-01T23:34:00.001+08:00

2008-12-30T23:38:00.017+08:00

Wen to my working place (SHATEC) 2dae.. Had to takeover my colleague's place temporarily while she's away fer her pregnancy.. So i'll be starting werk on 26th Jan onwards. Damn i miss all of dem badly. It was like ony in Jan tt i joined their company, but der months of werking wif dem was definitely der best werking experience sum1 cud ever wish fer.. Im soo freaking luking forward to werking wif dem again =).

Conversation tt took place most of der time!!
Colleague-Me (Wif a wide smile)- "MONESSA, so you joining us again! r u starting 2dae",
ME-Colleague - "Ohh, nono.. Hahaa, not 2dae.. i'll ony start on der 26th. Ive to go back to sch"
Colleague-Me (wif a dissappointed look) - "Err soo long. Haha. Hope to see you soon!"

I was alittle dissappointed as well cause i cudn start my werk rgt away, But den again i bet time will fly real soon...

Den after which i went to watch TWILIGHT! It wasn as bad as frm what ive heard frm KARTHIK!. Although i was expecting alittle bit more excitement in der ending. But i cudnt agree more tt der movie was awesome, gorgeous, romantic, wonderful, fantastic……(too much words to describe)… I associate it to the fact that it is an idealistic love story, and all girls worship a good love story!! Haha.

Karthik, go watch it!! It's seriously a movie WORTH watching. Besides tey didnt show der part wherby she'll get bitten by der hero nor der part wher she'd be pregnant bcouz of tt.. Hahahaa. Soo no worries.

About tt story!,
Seventeen-year-old Isabella “Bella” Swan moves to the small town of Forks, Washington, to live with her father, Charlie. There, she finds herself drawn to a mysterious classmate, Edward Cullen, who is revealed to be a 108-year-old vampire, but is physically seventeen. Although Edward discourages the romance at first, they soon fall deeply in love. When the arrival of three nomadic vampires, James, Laurent, and Victoria, puts Bella’s life in danger, Edward and his family, Alice, Carlisle, Esme, Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie, put their lives at stake to save her.

WILL BE POSTING DER PICTUREX SOON. ADIOS.

2008-12-29T23:57:00.005+08:00

JUZ FINISHED MY PROPOSAL FER RP's GOT TALENT!!, god knows wad will happen nx.
Bsides i really nid some rest now, or else ill probably be dozing off at my werking place tmr. Sayonaraaaa.

2008-12-28T21:38:00.033+08:00

XMAS DAY
Sadly out of der 45++ peeps whom ive invited only 2 turn out, luckily my Student Ambassador buddies kinda put a smile on my face later tt dae by coming over to my place. We played taboo den followed by tru or dare so much so tt it was too fun to even leave.. Tt was der day wer i came to know soo much tings which i was clueless about!! But since it was like rather late (12am), tey had not much of a choice but to cap back. Haha. Tey shud hv came earlier though.. if tey had not much difficulty finding my blk, of course. Haha. But i guess i was happy tt at least tey turned up fer my party. Der great part of it all was everyone had FUN, we shud indeed hv more activities like tis soon.. I SOO LOVE ALL MY PRESENTS, thnquuu soo much!! P.S. esp my TABOO. Damn, all tt screaming and shouting i did, i admit i can get abit hyper while playing games...

ME!! on XMAS Dayy. I LOVE MYSELF <3

MY SANTA.

XMAS Creep.

My Altar.

My XMAS Tree

MY BIG BIG FAMILY.

ME N MELISSA(Couzyy)

Der Couzins

LOVE LOVE LOVE MY FWENS <3

2008-12-28T19:17:00.021+08:00

Its about time i start blogging about Xmas =) Hahahaaa. REQUEST FRM ASVIN!

XMAS EVE

My day started off really terrible, it was rather boringg actually. Den later attended mass at 7.30pm in St Michael's Church. After which der FUN started wen we reached our granny's place. To see all my relatives on a special occassion like tis was indeed der most happiest ting to have. Played UNO wif couzy's and little ones. Waited fer the clock to struck 12am(Xmas) b4 partying wif drinking red wine and opening of presents. Damn awesome la. Not forgetting all der camwhoringg we did all night. Here are der pictures!!

DANICA(Couzyy) and ME

MELISSA(couzyy frm MALAYSIA), im missing her really badly :(

BRUDER, MELISSA N ME.

SISTER N ME.

VANESSA(Couzyy) N ME.

VANESSA(Couzyy), SISTER N ME.

2008-12-26T13:41:00.004+08:00

WHAT DOES MY B'DAE MEAN?

Based on your birthday ...
You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But you often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid. People might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around. You are cheerful and friendly. Your Love, Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others with your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often comes unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises.

Strengths -Your greatest STRENGTHS ...
Witty and highly adjustable in hard times.
Weaknesses -Your greatest WEAKNESS ...
Impatient, impetuous and quarrelsome.
Best Jobs -Jobs you should pursue ...
Teachers, lecturers, writers, announcers, investors.

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2008-12-24T14:22:00.006+08:00

ITS CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!

YAYY!!!

Cant wait fer der celebrations..

2008-12-24T12:36:00.013+08:00

SUNDAY,
MUMMY's B'DAE, ' I LOVE HER ' a million!!

Relatives came down frm malaysia. Had dinner at aunty's place.. PLAYED UNO & SNAP, goshh i really miss all those childhood gamess. ALVIN N I had more fun cheating thru der games actually. Hahahaa.
Here are der pictures taken during her b'dae celebration.

My cousin frm malaysia (Melissa); Had lotsa fun wif her around..

Mummy's Surprise: It tasted as good as it looks.

And i pray fer her wish to come true :)

Cousin Vinashri tryna cut der cake, but was sucha failure though. Hahahaa.

I bet she loved her surprise! Her smile tells it all rgt...

Godma(in blue) screwing cousyy fer blowing der candle lights off, but i guess her scolding didn make a great impact.. Hahaa.

Mum feeding a piece to my cousyy.

Guess wen we wanted to do sumtin rather different, our imagination kinda ran WILD. Haha. Putting sparklers onto der cake.. Damn funny la.

Mum cudn deal wif our crazyness. But it was a fun experience..

Uncle feedin mummy wif cake. N i didn get my turn.. Damn sad la.

MONDAY
Met up wif Karthik, Ash, Mel & PeiErn..
Tried to finish part of my proposal. Thankfully most of which is completed.
DID LOTSA HSEWERK, damn tired.. I cant imgaine how hsewives suffer doing all these hsewerk!! I nid a break!

TUESDAY
Wen out wif cousyy (Nandini) to do some shopping fer presents. Tts wen i realise i did a big mistake. I guess i called too many frens...
Nahhh, look on der brighter side, CHRISTMAS is ony here once a year! =)
And den did some last minute cleaning around der hse.
I SERIOUSLY NID TO GET MORE SLEEP! -_-

2008-12-20T00:33:00.006+08:00

I just finished doing some christmas shopping wif bruder. Good lord, that’s a PAINFUL thing to do. Spending like soo mucha money within hours. I practically spent like a total of $200 bucks out of pocket, but now, my Christmas shopping is done!. And it was a tiring day out, 6 hrs of walking around, at BUGIS and den later at FAR EAST. It gets a little tiring searching through SO much stuff and I do admit im actually very undecisive and pickyy. Thank god my bruder kinda help save my life in doing der selecting of say it outfits to assessories. And so it got done faster den expected. Der nx minute you knew it, we were both so eager to return home. I especially knew even though my bro was like kinda brightening my day up in accompanying me to shop around, deep down inside he'd probably be cursing and swearing. Hahahaa. Cause i know very well that SHOPPING especially is very commonly known in the men's world as "suicide"!!!. But on der other hand, fer me it's sort of like heaven, I guess: I like doing .... Hahaa. Cummon, which girl dosen like shopping, you tell me?!

Anyway, Here are juz some pictures taken while waiting fer der MRT to arrive..

2008-12-18T00:09:00.012+08:00

STUDENT AMBASSADORS :)

Things We Did:
Project Management Workshop
(Monesssa was bombed wif LOTSA WERK!!) --> EDIT (RP's Got Talent) PROPOSAL

Christmas Retreat:
It was lovely, as usual, getting together with every other SAs. Playing games, singing(HAPPINESS IS A WARM GUN), chatting, cracking jokes, eating like CRAZY and der best part (Exchanging of presents).

MANGO LOG CAKE <3>

CHOCOLATE LOG CAKE <3>

So ive got to say tis, THANKS SO MUCH KARTHIK MOHAN. i told you im gonna pray hard to get ur present rgt. Haha. Anyway it's sucha coincidence receiving it actually N i really love the BODYSHOP Set =)

----------This all looks like a thick slice of happiness----------

2008-12-17T23:23:00.016+08:00

Soo tis was wad we were practically chatting about.. SUPER FUNNY!
Lesson on how to spell AARTI's name. Hahaha. Lurve tt girl, =)

(RT - MoNeSsA) aarti lah darling
(RT - MoNeSsA) hahahhaa
(MoNeSsA - RT) alamak
(MoNeSsA - RT) girl
(MoNeSsA - RT) i know
(MoNeSsA - RT) haha
(MoNeSsA - RT) i juz cut an a ony wad
(MoNeSsA - RT) haha
(RT - MoNeSsA) eh!
(RT - MoNeSsA) big deal la
(RT - MoNeSsA) hahahah
(RT - MoNeSsA) why got h and two i all?
(RT - MoNeSsA) :P
(MoNeSsA - RT) Hahaha
(MoNeSsA - RT) Ok
(MoNeSsA - RT) sry sry
(MoNeSsA - RT) AARTHi, haha
(MoNeSsA - RT) better
(RT - MoNeSsA) OI
(RT - MoNeSsA) NO H LA
(RT - MoNeSsA) HAHAHA
(MoNeSsA - RT) Ohh
(MoNeSsA - RT) AARTI
(MoNeSsA - RT) haha
(RT - MoNeSsA) YEAH MAN
(MoNeSsA - RT) more like im hvin a lesson to spell ur name
(MoNeSsA - RT) haa
(RT - MoNeSsA) after a billion gazillion times, monessa got it!:D
(RT - MoNeSsA) hahaah

HOLIDAYS SUCK BIG TIME, if all you are doing is rotting at home.. :(

2008-12-16T16:13:00.008+08:00

Found this on der net; it seemed rather interesting !! hahaa

Should You Be Friends with Your Ex?
From lovers to friends. Is friendship possible after breakup?

Should you be friends with an ex-lover? Is friendship with your old flame appropriate, or even fair to your current beau? Maintaining friendship with exes may be a complicated issue, but here are some questions that can help you decide whether your ex is worth keeping around as your chum.

A lot depends on why you broke up. Anytime there is a restraining order, no friendship can come.

It is hard when you end a relationship. One may feel guilty. One may feel hurt. Both people may want to hang on to part of this past relationship. As tears are falling and that last bag is packed or that last goodbye is being said, one of you may say, 'I hope we can stay friends.' Right then and there that sounds like a perfectly reasonable offer.

Is it still a good idea?

If you truly want to be friends with your ex, it should be because you like him as a friend. It needs to be because you are willing to work at what might be a very hard friendship to solidify. What attracted you to him or her in the first place, is probably still there!! etc....

WANNA READ, PLS CLICK.

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2008-12-15T20:02:00.007+08:00

MISSION VLADIMAR: Day 10

OKAE IM LIKE FREAKINGG DISSAPPOINTED, i failed my BTT, DAMN!!.

Ok, so here's wad happen..
There i was soo nervous, walking to SSDC; later was extremely annoyed to see hw it was practically filled wif hundreds of INDIAN WERKERS; wth. 1st ting tt flu thru my mind was,
was i in der wrong place?!, Hahaa.
But not to be against dem or anytin, its juz so irritating to hv eyes watchin u; god knws wad tey were sayin bhind ur back..

N ter i was sitting waitin fer my turn.. While waitingg fer time to fly, a CHINAA lady sat nx to me.. N she was SUPERRR ANNOYIN, i cud hear her screamin in her fone, she was like "WAHH FAIL SIA, NAHHBEII **** ...", wtf!! if ony tis ppl cud be more considerate,
'you wanna scream, GO DO IT IN YOUR HSE, NOT NX 2 MY EAR', She was practically letting the entire world know tt she failed her BTT. Well if u fail, retake la. U dun hv to OVEREACT!!.
Der nx min i saw her in der same room as me takin der test. Hahaa..

STILL, I GUESS SHE HAD PROBABLY FAILED AGAIN, you cud see hw pissed she was after der test. Goshh, YOU SPOILT MY DAYY!

Den after a really bad dae at SSDC, wen off to bugis fer shoppin; felt so relieved after tt, at least i felt much better after a day of not so gd happennings.

2008-12-14T21:33:00.010+08:00

OH GOSHH, I juz saw der trailer fer HARRY POTTER N DER HALF BLOOD PRINCE, was super awesome, it blows your mind! . Ive always been a BIG HUGE FAN of Harry Potter MOVIES, the stories are juz soo addicting. And im soo luking forward fer JULY(its release). PLS MAKE TIME FLY :P

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I BET U'LL LURVE IT AS MUCH AS I DID =)

WAS BROWZIN TRU DER NET, AND SAW TIS. Juz wanted to get some motivation..
MY Basic Theory Test @ SSDC is TMR, im juz so scared, nervous, excited and everytin else in between...
KILL ME.

Do all the good you can,
By all the means you can,
In all the ways you can,
In all the places you can,
At all times you can,
To all the people you can,
As long as you can. > Bernard Meltzer <

PIZZAS FER DINNER; YAYYYY!! i guess i can be persuasive after all. Hahaa.

2008-12-13T22:58:00.004+08:00

SATURDAY
MISSION VLADIMAR: Day 8

SUNDAY
MISSION VLADIMAR: Day 9

CLICK ME!
try this game, its AWESOMELY COOL AND FRUSTRATING at the same time.

WEN BOREDOM STRIKES

2008-12-12T00:02:00.004+08:00

MISSION VLADIMAR: Day 7

FER ONCE ID SAY I HAD LOTSA FUN IN MY STUDENT AMBASSADOR MEETING. Haha. its not really a meeting, more like a get togeter to have fun sorta ting. So we had dinner, played games(lots and lots of games), and listened to KARTHIK sing.
"Happiness is a warm warm gun". LOL! definitely a dae to rmb.

2008-12-11T10:58:00.014+08:00

MISSION VLADIMAR: Day 6
Title: When ZAHRA gives me extra hmwerk. Hahaa.

1. Do you have secrets?
Haha. Tts fer me to know and fer you to find out..

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl older than you?
Haha. Of course! I will! Younger boys means immaturity, no?

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
I wudn mind waiting forver, cause if it's meant to be then it's meant to be.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Make alot of people happy! Okay... money don't buy happiness, so I would make life alot easier for many. ;) Haha. Kiddin

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Depends, Personally, I'll prefer to just enjoy and keep the friendship than to have it deepen into something more than could put the friendship at risk. I'd rather be with the person more than to have something with them and maybe not be close to them anymore.. But den again if its fate.=)

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both are equally important.

7.How do you define love?
It's trusting each other with secrets of the heart and dreams for tomorrow.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Continue liking/Snatch frm der girl.. MAD OR WAD; obviously MOVE ON! =)

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Yeah, HAPPY MEMORIES.

10. What makes you sad?
Wen im troubled.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Dr.Monessa =D

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Family & Friends.

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
Happiness.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
I want to create Option C; married & rich!

15. What is your favourite colour?
Black, Pink, & Red.

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
Der one who'd return my love?.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Depends.. Forgive but never forget!

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
'I LIKE YOU', ok maybe it's not as easy as it seems.. probably start off wif expressing my feelings wif tt person or sumting.

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
Its a tough decision.

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
Yes. I've always believe in Fairytale even if I know it's not true.

3 ppl who's going to do this survey.
Michelle
Esh
Honey
Sumi

2008-12-10T22:27:00.021+08:00

MISSION VLADIMAR: Day 5

THINGS THAT OCCURRED;
1) HELL ( wen to sch ).

2) Bosco (my pet doggy) wen fer grooming.. im gonna miss its long hair. Damn, its looks kinda wierd now.

Before

After (looking more alienyy)

3) First and Last Day wif der science faci was memorable. She was actually takin over GAYbriel temporarily, but i guess she was as horrible as my previous faci, she sounds like a CHINA WOMEN, and her pronounciation is juz soo horrible!! Yikes.

4) Bought Ben & Jerry's ICE CREAM during second break, yummyliciousss.

5) SA meeting wif Antony was CANCELLED!!.. I felt like an idiot waiting fer him 2 turn up.. Hmph.

6) Chatting wif ZAHRA MUSTAN on our way back home was awesome, at least by telling sum1 the problems which i am encountering in my life made me feel much better indeed.

7) Mum finally spoke to me.. happy happy me. Wen she apologized i felt superrr SAD, wen im supposed to be feeling much better.. Anywayz im really HAPPY tt she's finally talking to me, not talking to my mum fer the previous three days made me feel so guiltyy!!

8) Mum was telling me about my childhood daesss, where ever since born i used to laugh fer no reasons at all, esp. wen im travelling, i'll laugh out soo loud tt every1 wud look at herself n me, and whatever she do to calm me down i juz wudn stop laughing at all. She says that those were der days i was super crazyy, but i kinda disagree wif tt, hu said im any different now. Hahaa.

9) Put up der christmas tree in my house.. was super relieved to see our final masterpiece, haha. Its one of my fav moments; to see my family working together =)

10) GOIN 2 BEDD ! SNOOZEEEE

2008-12-09T15:38:00.002+08:00

Monday
MISSION VLADIMAR: Day 3

Tuesday
MISSION VLADIMAR: Day 4

A lot of not-so-happy stuffs happened to me lately. Till now, I haven't figure the best way to solve them. I know what to do, just that the outcome wasn't the one I want. To get the outcome that I want, I need to go through lots hassle. Argh.

I don't even know what to blog now. I feel so empty, probably because mind was occupied by those problems. I know I'm making myself suffer by enduring all those, but then if I slacken, my future will be in jeopardy! *Sigh*

Sorry MUM!!.

2008-12-07T22:17:00.005+08:00

Juz wen u tink u know sum1 really well. Tt dosen mean u quite know what kinda person he/she might turn out to be in afew years down der road. People do change, sooner or later, u'd find everyone changing. In a matter of time it is up to oneself hu will hv 2 adapt to their changes.. n its damn sad, frustrating and annoying!!

WEN TO ECP, had lotsa FUN!! Shared a double rider bicycle wif sis. Was really funny, if you had seen us ride it, u know wad i mean.. Den wen shopping wif bro and sis for christmas gifts at tampines mall. CANT WAIT FER MY NEW DICKIES,
Had an awesome day..

MISSION VLADIMAR: Day 2

2008-12-06T19:26:00.007+08:00

FAMILY.
Sometimes, this is the only thing that actually holds you together. But, sometimes, well in my case, the last thing you want to do is be at home. I love my family and I'm super blessed to have them YES, BUT....

Think about this, you are at home by 6pm. Miraculously, your dad is also at home. sister and bruder is at home too and before you know it, your mom is home. All before 7pm. This has NEVER happened. I was so happy that maybe, MAYBE we could do something as a family; TOGETHER. but noooooooo.... Dad was in front of the tele watching English stuffs in der living room, mom had to sit in front of the tele watching Tamil stuffs in her room, bruder and sister was hooked on their computer. My house was like a hotel lobby. All under one fucking roof but nobody talking to nobody. I'd rather be outside, doing something else....

MISSION VLADIMAR: Day 1

2008-12-05T23:19:00.005+08:00

Did this quiz in facebook; hahahaa. lurve der resultss.

who's your teen hearthrob match..??
chace crawford -Nate in "gossip girl"

whoa!!!! you're definitely lucky!!! you have the hottest,the most mysterious heartthrob as a match.....keep an eye on him,alright???

ANYWAY CHRISTMAS IS DRAWING NEAR N IM SUPER EXCITED; its one of my fav. daes of der year; PRESENTS PRESENTS PRESENTS =)

2008-12-01T23:14:00.006+08:00

I miss you a little, I guess you could say,
a little too much, a little too often,
and a little more each day.

i love it when you call
i love it when you call
i love it when you call
but you never call at all

--- BRUNCH WIF ZAHRA, HOZE, SUMI N KARTHIK!!! ---

2008-12-01T22:54:00.006+08:00

BRUNCH WIF VIVEK AARTHI N MINYI =)

Inevitable Predicament

1 Dec (Monday)- STUDENT AMBASSADORS ( MC Meeting 5pm-7pm++ )
2 Dec (Tuesday)- STUDENT AMBASSADORS ( Overseas Trip Meeting 5pm-7.30pm++ )
3 Dec (Wednesday)- STUDENT AMBASSADORS ( RP'S GOT TALENT Cracking On Proposal 4.30pm-7pm++ )
4 Dec (Thursday)- STUDENT AMBASSADORS ( SA's Genearal Meeting 5pm-6.30pm++ )
5 Dec (Friday)- FREE =)
6 Dec (Saturday)- HANGING OUT WIF NICOLETTE @ Bugis ( SHOPPING, SHOPPING, SHOPPING!! )
7 Dec (Sunday)- FAMILY GATHERING @ East Coast Park!

In case you're wondering why I don't catch up much with you guys dear to my heart, these are the things that I've been busy with around the clock. So book me early alright. Hahaa.

This is how bad I want this week to be over and done with.
Pffftt...

2008-12-01T22:49:00.001+08:00

This is how we do things in school..SOOO TRUE !!

Alright, randomly found tis post frm sumone’s blog.

EVERY NEW SEMESTER

AFTER THE FIRST WEEK

AFTER THE SECOND WEEK

BEFORE THE MIDTERM TEST

DURING THE MIDTERM TEST

AFTER THE MIDTERM TEST

BEFORE THE FINAL EXAM

ONCE YOU KNOW THE FINAL EXAM SCHEDULE

7 DAYS BEFORE THE FINAL EXAM

6 DAYS

5 DAYS

4 DAYS

3 DAYS

2 DAYS

1 DAY

THE NIGHT BEFORE THE FINAL EXAM

DURING THE FINAL EXAM

WALKING OUT OF THE EXAMINATION HALL

AFTER THE EXAM, DURING THE HOLIDAY

IT'S REALLY FUNNY !
was practically laughing out loud... BUT STILL I CUD NVR AGREE MORE.

2008-11-25T15:53:00.003+08:00

MONESSA SAYS: i'll be ur SUNSHINE!
VIVEK SAYS: n i'll be ur MOONLIGHT!

VIVEK SAYS: ur the reason i SMILE!
MONESSA SAYS: n ur the reason my HEART BEATS!

Aww. Sweetness rgt. i totally tink so too!!
HAD LUNCH WIF VIVEK SWEETX @ MARSLING. He drove us ter. It was awesome spending time wif him. Thnx so much fer der drink, n i curse tt bloody fly tt dropped onto my ice milo. n VIVEK, i hate it wen u mess up my hair. hmph..

2008-11-25T10:03:00.015+08:00

Endearing Moments.. wen i tink of VM.

i miss the way you address me
i miss the way you look into my eyes
i miss the way you brush my hair off of my face
i miss the way you touch me with respect
i miss your firm hands on mine
i miss your hands around my waist
i miss the shoulders i rest my head on
i miss the way you hold me in your arms
i miss the way you whisper endearments in my ear
i miss the way you catch me when i fall
i miss the way you sweep me off of my feet
i miss the late night calls and the wake up calls
i miss your smile
i miss your laughter
i miss the look on your face when you’re worried about me
i miss the look on your face when you’re angry
i also miss your silly face and your funny jokes
i miss every single second we spent together
i can’t wait to reiterate those moments with you
because i miss you
i miss everything about you...

2008-11-25T10:03:00.012+08:00

Hidden Truth
I've been tagged. 'Thanks' to Michelle.
So here are the rules of the game.

1.Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 20 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. NO tags back!!!

********** ********** ********** ********** **********

1. I'm extremely cranky when I'm sleepy!!

2. If ever I start talking rubbish on the phone, it means I'm dozing off.

3. I'm a shopping maniac, i can spend for as long as i can juz by shopping. I wudn even realise spending $$, but i'll spend it like water. My last record was doing shopping 1 entire day.

4. I have a fetish on guys who wear who are clean-shaven, wears pink etc.. get to know me n ill give u an entire list more..

5. Pink n Black stuffs rock my butt. Haha.

6. I can be stubborn freak, i get wad i wan. FULSTOP.
But den again i can be easily influenced, guess ive got a sensitive heart.

7. I juz love laughing like a complete retard. Mummy tells me laughing is gd fer health; n so i dun really bother about wad others tink.

8. I may look very intimidating but I'm actually very approachable. I don't bite.

9. But I do have the urge of ignoring ppl when I get frustrated.

10. I'm not bitter. I just like the pleasure of being alone sometimes.

11. I do talk alot, most of which are crappp. damn, wad was ii even tinking?!

12. I can eat anyting n evryting i wan.. frm PORK to BEEF, as long as its edible, cummon la, im not a muslim nor a hindu.

13. I tink babies r der cutest creatures on earth.

14. I may look serious, but I have my wild sides too, very wild at times, indeed. If you've seen it, then you're probably my close friend.

15. I'm a perfectionist but that doesn't mean I allow people to take advantage of my perfectionism.

16. I hate to disappoint my frens, and hate der feeling of hving to lose ppl in my life, esp my dearest buddies.

17. I'm not fat nor skinny; I merely failed to be your anorexic Barbie doll.

18. I have no interests in racing with others to be known or remembered as the hottest or prettiest girl. Instead, I prefer to be remembered as the girl with an amazing personality.

19. With that saying, I'm more than meets the eye, so get to know me first before judging me.

20. Do not take me for granted or betray my trust because you would never want to see the other side me, I swear, period.